it's been damn long since i've last updated.
it's finally sch hols now, damn happy about it.
at least for now, there'll be no more long train rides. gah
not that i mind, sch is fun, especially my class.
haha.

my new hooby?
MAHJONG.
i think i've mahjonged 3 times with guangwei, jocelyn and xq
haha, and i'd still mj with them anytime again la.
next one is alr arranged on next tues.
guangwei's too addicted.
but we had fun.
this time round i must win alr lar!
tsktsk.

went for campfire ystd.
omg, i missed my sqdmates so much.
it's damn nice to finally catch up with them, and of course see them after the damn long periods apart.
haha.
im studyin at the west, definitely wont meet anybody i know for nut sake.
haha. but well, i still enjoy myself.

after ystd, it's like the past emotions comin back to me.
i suddenly miss cedar so much again.
though ac maybe fun, but the experience and joy that cedar gave, that np gave is just totally irreplaceable.
gah, i miss 4p, i miss aries.
stuffs that we can do then and not now.
like bull's eye? lol, suddenly seein them running arnd the canteen brings back much joy and memories.
though i feel extremely detached from the new cedar compound,
the friends i have, gah, i still missed them.

and you know what duckling, i think we need to meet up soon.
i missed all the morning talks):

have i mentioned, i hate gp too.
i wont be surprised if i dun get to uni because i flunk gp inA's.
gah, why must english still be tested?

if time could go back, whatever the time machine last night,
i'd choose to go back to 4yrs ago, remake my decisions then,
and enjoy np life one more.
4yrs in cedar np, is way too short.
my last campfire was just last night.
unbelievable.):